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Sometimes your heart aches so much You feel like its going to explode You can’t shut out the pain inside And all you can do is cry Times when the one you love Is no longer in your life When you seem to walk in circles Searching for the light Just try to smile when you’re down Even though you don’t feel happy That smile is a smile of hope That someone out there still loves you Mike

back to normal but not quite the same constantly changing as life happens again feeling unable to change the past or the present yet i boldly move forward and never look back trapped in the eternal scorn of the past gradually becoming immune to it slowly the hurt fades away from my mind and again i am spared from my doomed state now i find that my smile has returned a feeling i had almost forgotten it dosent matter if i cant change the past im going to live life as it comes in the present

Fools hope Lost in the fools fantasy of fake promises Swimming endlessly in a pool of misery Wishing I was able to distinguish the lie And wishing it didn't hurt so much. I look at what has become of me The betrayal that has now formed me The lie that once I believed to be true And my still present love for you Blindly I stumble in the darkness Reaching out for someone to save me Wishing someone would turn on the light Wishing I could shut out all of this pain The pain that has now become part of me As I remember how things once were Unable to accept that things have changed As a tear forms and rolls down my cheek mike

Just how much i Care for ages i stare at your face watching the fading and emerging smiles. smiles that mimic my own yet i see the sadness from your past. the worry that this is just like the others i know how it is to feel unwanted ive been there with nothing to show my heart skips a beat to hear the words when you say "i love you too" words that before now had only come from parents. i watch smiles assemble themselves on your face and for that brief second we connect those moments where we are both happy and nothing else matters i never thought i could care this much is this what they call love? then why does it have to hur

With a defeated sigh i accept my future that will burn my insides once more the future that will change it all and take everything away again i look around at this temporary life the one that will soon be gone and with the last moments before im gone i begin to say goodbye once more i take a look to my friends and the girl with whom i will never be sadly i see them for one last time as i discover how much they meant to me and so back to australia, where i once called home the place where my heart belongs the country i had once not wanted to leave but once more everything has changed and inside my heart tries to catch up as i

The kiss I close my eyes and think of you And with a smile I remember it all The night that just seemed perfect And I can't get the kiss outta my mind I remember how it all was Though time has played its part The vanishing memory of how our lips met The soft warm feel as they became one As time passes away from when we kissed I can no longer recall how it felt The faded pages on the book of my past Now conceal the one thing I wanted most And now with a sigh I close my eyes No longer remembering it all The night I just wish that I could remember As I try to recreate the scene in my head Michael Costigan

Running out The time seems to be speeding, Constantly getting faster I stare at the defiant clock Watching my life fade away As those seconds then become lost Nothing but a memory I wait for my time Where I will show what I can do But I'm running out of time And there is so much left to do In solitude I share my fate With the relentless father time The time is running out When I have only just begun. mike